bila mana sahaja kita didatangkan dengan istilah ini pasti keganasan, kemusnahan, kepincangan, horror,teribble dan yang seumpamanya akan melintas di fikiran kita.Cuba kita bayangkan berada di dalam dunia yang manusia hanya tahu bersifat kejam,membunuh,memperkosa,memperlakukan sesuka hati terhadap wanita,anak-anak dan sebagainya?

aiyya...too philosophy....i watched Rambo 4 just now after deciding no to attend english class as i already signed out from this cfs and tribute to Najmi for sending this laptop tp my room and having such a nice time with it.Alhadulillah the wireless network is definitely ok compared to other days before...feel like killing myself with the slow connection.....ha3

a horror , acton-packed movie starring Sylvester Stallon.. i dunno how to spell his name. Named Jonny asked by few missionaries to take them to Burma which that time is a war-like place.He refuses to take them but the stubborness of those white poeple and maybe the enthusiast of their willingness to help the needy is too sarcastic......they finally get their rewards....

at first, Ridhwan watched this film in my room but at that time i was busy perparing to go to suna's house . So i just got my eyes in the film at that time few minutes only and i did catch the horror parts that Ridhwan refuses to watch....to be a doctor i think..it is necessery for me to get use to the environment......playing with blood,body and carcasses stuff...ha3

Islam is a religion that encourages people to be humble and always care for another.As a muslim we should be thankful because the humanity itself lies on the pulchritude and love that spread from the early coming of Islam till now. Can you imagine how patient Rasulullah is , 23 years struggling in sorrow and pain to save his followers life in Akhirat... i think normal people especially like me can't even stand with difficulty i one second...

i imagined if all of the soldiers and all of the actors as well as the victims revert to Islam.. insyaAllah, they might live in peace and harmony..... i can't stand seeing those innocent people being killed as life is cheap like a penny or something.....

yesterday.....this part has nothing to do with the rambo stuff... i went to Pc. Sani's daughters pages. Aiyya...i can see such a tight family interaction... Those Husna,Huda,Maryam and especially my batch,Janas....to Pc Sani's family members...sory if you guys read this. I just wanna express my ....erm....dedicated to all of you because most people in the family are so well-educated and have own blog.... shares the same tongue as well as the estatics of writing. I cannot help myself addicted to those words that reflect the chaosness but still in the line of syarak.....hehe

yesterday also...those UM guys visited cfs uia and we here are so nervous that we are not able to serve them well as many of us have exams and so on but Alhamdulillah, i feel like crying because at first i was so scared and nervous..i prayed to Allah to make all of the program to be smooth... Alhamdulilah....nothing is bad if Allah wants it to be good.and also...crying with Naim in is room...
"naim, kita bertemu kerana Allah...kita berpisah juga kerana Allah ya." tak tahan tengok Naim menitiskan air mata.....ana turut sama menangis...maafkan ana Naim......

three days left...and last night most students took mid-term Math except me because i am no longer a cfs iium student.To Mujahid...gud luck and to Faris...soalan yg tertinggal tu insyaAllah ada hikmahnya....besusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian. dan keapda Ridhwan yang akan menduduki exam econs dan Mujahid yg akan menduduki exam physics juga classmate Math yg merupakan student physic sc...gambatte kudasai.....Innallahama'ana...and to saza s also....hahaha.....gud luck in tracking those scholarship....InsyaAllah